ok so these past few days, weeks, months, life has been hectic. first we all had to jump into the mess that is high school and figure out what exactly was needed from us and then we had to help our parents and ourselves cope with the destruction of the numerous hurricanes that struck our state. these next thoughts all came from about the second ( Read more... )

Hello Monday. Today three of my really good friends are leaving. And today my mom starts her job which means me at home alone. More time to think and reevaluate myself. But it ALSO means is that i have ohhhhhh so much time to help anyone if needed. It's the holidays, and even if it werent, I don't want any of my friends feeling glum or unwanted or ( Read more... )

http://www.freewebs.com/loveinhereyes/

yeah i made a website, it has one sentence on it. weeeeee!

backdoor today

ok so im watching the second coccoon and do they really just want me to sob, honestly ( Read more... )

life is beautiful in everyway. everywhere i turn something new reminds me of just how great life is and just how great we have it here. my mom, no matter how many times i piss her off or how many times she pisses me off, is wonderful, and i'm so very grateful to be her daughter and it was so wonderful tonight when she called me to say that she ( Read more... )

beautiful eyes, i'm in heaven

p.s. i'm such a wimp...

I've rushed into and out of so many things lately. Boys, ideas, places, work, etc. And I really think I've lost a sense of myself in all of this searching for that one person and that one persona that I thought I needed to acquire. But what I'm looking for isn't something to be won, it's something to find and to be given. And I've just realized ( Read more... )

new background

it was this cool little house in this park by paul mccartneys production studios, it made my day

"Is she the sort you've always said could satisfy your head?"

Curing my lovesickness by listening to Natalie and Sheryl. oh how i love lovesongs...

Yesterday was fun. Climbed through the lost boys' tree in the morning with lilly and leah then wandered the beach with lilly. stopped by at sarahs to say hello. then went to leahs. boat parade was pretty cool. slightly stressed over the fact that everyone now knows about my crush and slightly stressed over the fact that i have this crush. but ( Read more... )

so i told her to tell him i thought he was gorgeous. i should have told him myself he was so close. but i did share a few stuttered and hushed 'have fun's and what not. i've never felt so intimidated or so weak. gosh, i sound so pathetic. what happened to the independent woman thing? eh? well first off, im only a teenager, not a woman. and i'm so ( Read more... )