can you appreciate me? is it possible for you to look at me knowing i'm using my fullest potential in all aspects of life? your soft kiss on my forhead reassures me that i will forever have a chest to cry on or beat on depending upon the circumstance. there was a time when i knew what to say and what to write and words would flow out of my mouth ( Read more... )

im getting ready to head up to gainesville with carrie and brenna, it's going to be so much fun. i've been working a lot so i barely have time for this thing anymore. able to get shrooms now, thats fun. anything that enhances the altered state of mind makes me happy. the forest, mushrooms, and a lake. thats all i need to have a good time. hah

i am over this caring business. self worth, relapsing, relationships, all of it. too much bullshit for someone like me to handle. like me, that's right ( Read more... )

i've had a lot of meaningless run in's with men, hell even with women. i want something that will be hard to obtain. i know i've said i love you a lot in the past, to several people, and i also know it's wrong. other than family i can honestly say i've only been able to "love" one person, and that person knows exactly who they are. as of right now ( Read more... )

i forgot how much i missed the beach over the past few months. this entire weekend was awesome. my friends are probably the best i could ask for. beach.bars. living the life is what i would call it. school is over-rated especially when i'm going to be making tons of money and going back for my bachelors in august. i haven't spoken to my good friend ( Read more... )

thankyou for being there for me (don't care if you read this ( Read more... )

i haven't seen them in such a long time. the look on their faces as they gazed into the eyes of the failure they had such high aspirations for. i used to be the one they told their friends about, the star child, my many accomplishments they could out do their friends with. but now i'm nothing ( Read more... )

who would have thought? he was surprisingly sweet last night, a boy like that would never ( Read more... )

keep me interested, but more importantly, keep me

inspired.

made to feel insignificant is not my deal. voicing my opinion is of no value anymore. words are overrated, i think i'll speak in body language from now on ( Read more... )