Well Derek Left on Tuesday. I went o the airport with his mom to drop him off. But i couldnt go back and wait for his plane with him because of all that security bullshit they wouldnt let me. Its only been 4 days but its been really hard. I usually get a little teary eyed when i got to sleep because im so used to sleeping with him. Hes been having ( Read more... )

Im starting to suck at this updating thing again. OH well its only because i havent been online in forever. Now when my mom decides tp punish me i walk out and stay out for a few days till she learns her lesson. Now i have to get a job or else i dont get a car and i need a car. I have been trying to make my license testing appt but the damn line at ( Read more... )

Hmm i should start updating this think alot more. I had my first behind the wheel instruction with the driving school wed. It wasnt as scary as i thought it would be. It was cool i got to drive a black mustang. I really liked the way that car drove its so much easier then the seabring. I really wish i could have my eclipse though ( Read more... )

Well this weekend was pretty cool. On friday Derek picked me up aroun 4:15 and we went back to his house we just stayed there all night and watched movies and then i fell asleep. We went back to my house at 12 and he spent the night. On saturday We stayed at my house till 1ish and then went back to his. We just hung out for awhile i went home at 4: ( Read more... )

nothing to interesting has happened this past week. Thank god tommorow is friday thought i was definetly ready for that. Me and Derek got closer i think. Basically weve gone swimming at cape beach and then to hollywood videos everyday. His friend David works there so we usually go up there aroun 8 and stay till i have to go home. We always play ( Read more... )

hey ya'll! Not to much has been going on around here just the same old shit. On friday Me and Derek just went to Joes it was a dull night. We ended up coming back to my house around 12 and sleepin here. He left around 12 to go see alyssa and Lynds came over. My mom and dad and me and lynds went and ate crabs for a birthday thing. Man i love crabs ( Read more... )

Todays my brothers birthday and hes 29. My fam is going out to dinner but i dont think im going. Im not in the mood for family time right now. Im waiting for Derek to call me back i told him to at 4 and it is now 4:11. I was bored so i took some pictures ill try and load them on here but it might not work..my camera is being gay and wont load them ( Read more... )

Okay im starting this journal fresh. I think ill start using this one instead. I dont think Ill make it Friends Only untill i start talking about more personal things. So comment to be added ( Read more... )

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