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Late_december

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well Nothing to interesting has been going on. I was over Jessies last night wih holly and dani was there for a little bit. We went to the candy store downtown for a little. That was fun ( Read more... )

Well i know its been awhile but thats only because i havent had time to sit down at the computer. Derek came home on July 20 and i was with him from then untill he left at 11 on sunday the 25th to go on a cruise. I missed him so much and now i miss him again he wont be back untill the 8th. Then were going to florida on the 10th. Im excited ( Read more... )

the more i think about it the more i realize i didnt really love RYan. I know i was obsessive. I think i was in love with the idea of love. I know ill never make the mistake os making stupid promises i cant keep. With Derek things are different..things are alot better. Im just going to take it one day at a time ( Read more... )

Well I failed my driving test. Im kidna shocked because i can parallel park in 45 seconds but i guess when your actually taking the test its nerve wrecking and that caused me to fuck up. I Dont really care anymore.

I dont really have anything interesting to write so later.

8 nights and 7 days left..i can do it ( Read more... )

Well i jsut got back from Ocean City today. It was pretty lame ( Read more... )

Well im going to Ocean city tommorow. It probably wont be any fun though. Oh well 2 weeks and 3 days untill Derek comes home. Then he leaves from july25- Aug 8 to go on a cruise and then when he gets back were going to florida untill like august 28 or so..before school starts ( Read more... )

Ive been feeling kind of down lately. Like i feel like i want to go out and ahve fun with my friends but then once im there i just want to go home and be alone. I guess in a way im on the depressed side nothing major. But i just like being alone for some reason. I cant tell my friends because they dont understand. Im sure they all think its stupid ( Read more... )

Ill probably be updating alot more because Dereks gone and for some reason i dont even feel like hanging out with my friends. Id rather sit at home and sleep or watch tv and wait for his call. I know im pathetic but ..to be young and in love ( Read more... )