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ARGH i hate computers sometimes! yesterday i wrote a really long entry, a heartfelt entry and all that and my computer decided to go psycho and stupid and not post it! blah! and this is supposed to be the good compy, not like the old one. hmf!

how to top the last entry then? beats me ( Read more... )

i feel so pretentious. like i'm just the biggest fake there ever was and is and all. i don't really know what or who i am. maybe ithe real me is just floating around somewhere and this outer shell so to speak is put here to disguise the real amelie. the face of an angel covers the devil. do i give in to people's wishes? am i a complete fabrication ( Read more... )

i feel so pretentious. like i'm just the biggest fake there ever was and is and all. i don't really know what or who i am. maybe ithe real me is just floating around somewhere and this outer shell so to speak is put here to disguise the real amelie. the face of an angel covers the devil. do i give in to people's wishes? am i a complete fabrication ( Read more... )

my new favourite painting is Isolde by Aubrey Beardsley.
 
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work in progress. am changing journal. for the better let's hope.

i can't believe it took me this long to discover patrick wolf. my god! the libertine is the best song i've heard in a long time that isn't Pete's. also, i've fallen helplessly in love with the song Pipedown from Down in Albion. i can't explain it myself. it's got a bad message or whatever i don't even know what it means. nontheless i think it ( Read more... )

i just saw a movie called wasabi. it's french. but it takes place in japan. and the japanese girl who plyaed the daughter of jean reno was just breathtakingly beautiful. le sigh. i have girl crushes all the time. but i'm heterosexual. l'evidence is spelled C-A-R-L! 

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i'm gonna write a horror story involving Peter and Carl. it'll be fantastic ( Read more... )