other than my boyfriends a cheating dick! thanks

james is starting to come around to the whole baby idea, or at least i hope. i got a phone number of a guy who can rent me a one bedroom appt for $425 a month, so if james still dosnt want to do this together i can at least afford to do it on my own. Economically it makes sence that we live together, because then that $425  a month is going twoards ( Read more... )

why am i so exhausted lately? Im going to take a nap because  i cant stay up anymore!

im not gonna tell you whats on my mind, give me a few more days, then i will let you in on it, if its really what i think it is...... Dont get to worried, im  still waiting, lol

but it is something pretty big and serious.  I will call you as soon as i know, you will be the first person i tell!

I love you!

boyfriends are a waste of my time. I finally find someone i enjoy spending time with and hes always to busy to spend time with me. I told him that if this dosnt change now im leaving him. my boyfriend should want to spend time with me. but his band and his video games are way more important than me. Im not gonna deal with it. He keeps pushing me ( Read more... )

i got some bad news at my doctor appointment today.... well potentially bad news.... i have to wait 7-10 days to find out for sure. I dont think i can make it through this.

I need my james.

I swear, even though me and james dont get along all the time., i still have the best boyfriend in the whole wide world!

when i work weekends he always tells me how much he missed me thatweekend and how much he loves me and that he cant sleep without me and so on and so on....

That is always the best part of my week..... it will keep me going for at ( Read more... )

was boring!  the first half of the day was miserably slow...then the next thing i knew it was time to leave.  This one lady's dieing so thats just a pain... AAHHH! But work has been worse! lol

i miss my james! i saw him today but i miss not being able to be next to him at night, i might be home tomorrow night too because i have a doctor appt  ( Read more... )

Ugh today sucked ( Read more... )

i love you and i miss you!!

~**Kisses**~