I feel blank, blah, emotionless ( Read more... )

Recently I've had this really weird feeling that I'm not used to. I feel like I'm attached to something that isn't there, and since it isn't there I have this feeling of emptiness and I really don't know what's going on inside me.

I like college don't get me wrong but just sometimes it bugs me.
Sometimes I have no time to do anything including my homework due in an hour.
Sometimes I have so much time to myself I find myself eating all the food in my dorm.
Sometimes I just want to sleep but everything around me is keeping me up.
Sometimes I need to do my homework but my neighbors ( Read more... )

 Well two more days until I start my new life...

Please let everything be the same when I come back home..

..It's the only thing I'm asking for.

Wooooooow.
This is really it, huh?
One month left until I start a brand new life.
Well you know what..
I've never been more scared, confused, excitied, nervous, depressed in my whole life.

I've had friends that I've known since I was 6 years old who have grown into my best friends.
I'm lucky enough to have one of them as my roommate.
Unfortunately the ( Read more... )

 So I planned to do something everyday this summer with my friends because it was our "last summer ever"
Nope. I've been sitting inside my gay house all week sick with who knows what, ew.
But on better news I'm feeling a little better not including my coughing.

So.. I graduated.
I don't know how to feel about this ya know.
I didn't cry at all like I ( Read more... )

 Oh my goodness do I have alot to say.

I've never been so stressed out in my life
And I don't like it.
Prom, softball, classes, tests, and life in general,
I just need to relax.

Prom is a week away.
Am I ready? No.
My friends are being stupid about the limo and it's driving me insane.
I come to softball everyday just to hear everyone complain about each ( Read more... )

I think senior year is very bittersweet. I mean yeah I totally want to graduate and go on with my life, but that's only 10% of me. The other 90% of me wants to stay here in this town for as long as I can. As much as everyone else says they hate it here, I love it. I love my home, I love my school, I love my friends and none of it will be the same ( Read more... )

 Why is it that when you don't want people telling you what to do they always seem to, and when you're in need of advice no one has the answer ( Read more... )

Well good news.. =]

I got 2 new jobs, there both temporary, but it's better than nothing.

And there's a plus side to this too. Hollister gives me a 20% and 50% discount.

Screw you Subwayyyyyy!!!