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Recover, Recover, RECOVER DAMMIT!!
Approximately 2 weeks ago I was admitted to the hospital for abdominal pain. it was soon determined that I had an inflamed gall bladder. I'm weakened by the whole experience physically, financially, mentally, emotionally. I don't know what to do next. -
again into the breach will I fight again to find a reason to wake up every God Damn given day.
I haven't written anything in my journal in ages. I received a few calls from a drunk friend in the past 2 days. I love him but... I don't trust he ready for what's to come next. In and communications he suggested that I write something down, suggesting that The Northwest is supposed to be The place for people who write or commit suicide. I have. ( Read more... ) -
The joke search
Finding a job in the city has been a joke at best looking for an job worth having is a total pain in the ass. Some want a credit check, other want a fucking novel about you exploits. still other still will only hire the pure and chasted. If I had advice for any one looking for a job during this time period it would be lie your ass off and get your ( Read more... ) -
need a job asap
This is an all call to any and all parties who have or know of people in the San Francisco Area who are looking for and needing a slightly used Keesor. will send resume on requested will even give a "massage" if it can garantee a position of the whole paycheck with a living wage now thingy. I'm just saying :P -
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Dear Nexon,
I offically hate you. -
employeed sorta
I have a temp gig sweeping the nastiest part of SF. it pays so it's a job. They're suppose to help find me permanent employment so far so good but I wonder if I could have done this myself if I had some gumtion? -
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Plan D or S I lost count some where. Somebody pull out plan "Fuck it" again. Okay we'll do this one until I remember which plan I was on. -
catch 22 of the day.
I finally hit the wall of no. it comes in the form of my high bp has prevented me from get permission to sweep the street for 3 hours at a time. appearantly this previleged is only given to those whom don't need to get out of public assistance. like this guys. FUCK you beauracy fuck you very much -
SF continues. Come on boy! Jump through this hoop. You can do it!
One step closer to out of the shelter. have arranged for a temperary employment job that finds you premanent employment elsewhere in the city. So bloody tired of all these hoops to jump through yet I jump anyway. merciful death embrace me. -
Red tape and Hoops
Since I've arrived in CA and been homeless I've had to endure the gaunlet of bureacy in the Nth degree. I understands it's designed to weed out those to would abuse and or take more than their fair share. but it also has kept me from expediting the process to get on with it. So If I'm willing to go through this god awful process of homelessness to ( Read more... )