33 Days Till The Big One Year Or Rather Leap Year, So Basically This Is 333 Days Straight Now, Drinking That Is ( Read more... )

Well This Certainly Is Weird For A Start Im Not Sure How To Type On A Computer Anymore And Apparently My Last Entry On This Rediculous Thing Was Around About 2 Years Ago. Wow Hard To Think Whats Happened In All That Time Without Stating The Obvious ( Read more... )

I've Said It Once And I'll Say It Again, I Hate My Life, Soooo Much ( Read more... )

I Hate My Life

My LJ Sucks, But I Do, Worse. So I Guess I'll Start Using It Again. Last Night Was Wank, City Bar Was Far Too Busy I Couldnt Breathe From The Amount Of 15th Hand Smoke And Sweat. At Least Other People Enjoyed Themselves. I Think Im Using This To My Advantage ( Read more... )

Hmmm Daves, Pain Hurt, Fran Doesnt Care, I Saved Richard, Why Cant I Save Myself, Need To Contact The Docter, Need Those Pills, Need Those Patronising Discussions, I Need Help, I Dont Need Drink, Even Though It Helps, Im Alone, Ive Lost Everyone, Maybe If I Could Find Them, They Could Find Me, Emotions Suck ( Read more... )

Well This Makes A Change Me Actually Doing My Livejournal, Why Is It When I Get Truely Fucked Up I Always Turn To This Thing. Ive Cut, Its Been A While And Its Not To The Extent It Has Been In The Past But Still I've Cut. I Feel So Amazingly Low. Wish I Knew What Else To Say

Hate Me ... Keets

Its 7:30am I Havn't Slept, I Cant Sleep There So Much Preying On My Mind Right Now, I Know Thats Not How You Spell Preying But It Seems A Far More Apt Way Of Putting It Right Now. So Much For Me Taking Up Writing Again I Can Barely String Two Words Together Anymore. I Miss So Many People Right Now, Too Many To Name. My Dads And Mum Are Gonna Know I ( Read more... )

my journal sucks, i dont use it, i dont use you.
i cant see the corners of the road, why am i here.
my knuckles hurt, i think i drag them on the floor too much, damn neadonathol, fuck spelling errors.

fuck the world and all its unblanced injustices. and fuck karmic retrubution. stupid religion

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