so i've come to realize that i am so afraid of loving someone completely to the point you can't safe guard yourself from getting hurt. i can't stand thinking i could get hurt again. i am trying to show almost no emotion and it is working for me to feel safe but i can't ever be happy like this. i don't know how to balance my mind and my feelings. ( Read more... )

so just this past weekend i was asked out by this guy named zach. it was something i never expected to happen and i feel like i need to be convinced that he really actually likes me. trust is a bitch. i don't know what i'm going to do about emily though. if we are really friends she will be as ok as she can be with it. and he has friends that like ( Read more... )

I can't stand it anymore. When someone says you can't be friends with someone else because you have fucked up. I guess there aren't really people out there who forgive and forget. I know that you run out of chances. No longer friends because someone else says so. That's extremely fucked up! I don't believe that anyone should dictate who can be ( Read more... )

life's not fair. i'm not allowed to like someone because of a friend. i want the friendship but can't have it if i have the person i want. it seems like i have never been happy and now i am not allowed to do what will make me happy. i hate my life!

whenever you fuckin im or text someone they don't know exactly the way you mean something. it's impersonal and it just gets shit more mixed up! fuck it all!

THERE MIKE! ARE YOU HAPPY NOW?!

I just broke up with yet another boy...story of my life. I need to be alone for a while so I can figure shit out...maybe I'll be alone forever. It just seems like I have been trying to fucking figure out who I am for a really long time and it still hasn't happened. So far I know this much about myself: I can't stick up for myself, I worry alot, I ( Read more... )

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