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is it possible to be so happy, yet not really
i don't know what has been going on with me lately, but i have truly lost myself. i don't know who i am anymore the choices i am making are ones out of compulsion not how i actually feel. i always try to see the good in everything and its hard to do that for so long when you come face first crashing into reality. i tell myself that i will make it ( Read more... ) -
DC
Well someone gave me an idea that I should start writing in my blog again. I had kind of forgotten about it. It is more like a stress relieving technique for me. I think the night that I began it my emotions were so bottled up and that getting them out of my head and on to the page of a piece of paper, it’s just so real. I guess ever since that ( Read more... ) -
one of those nights bby!
crazyy night with all my close friends from my hallway.they always amaze me i am so lucky to have met them! we all dressed up and went to dinner at this place that has live jazz and then we went to this delicious local dessert spot. absolutely yummy. i am happy with where i am in life. this year just keeps amazing me and bringing new and fun ( Read more... ) -
i love 09
haha wow, such a good year in so many ways. well an unexpected call came tonight that seriously made me so happy. im loving my life again. its such a good feeling. like i know he may have been drunk, but who really cares. he was obviously thinking about me and that is good enough for me. i miss him so. well night! -
Its like this
I have had trouble sleeping this past week. Something has been bothering me. I know it deep inside what it is, but i cannot allow myself to think about it outside my head. To hear my emotions pour in to the minds of my friends is too much to bear. They are unable to handle this truth I have inside of me. To be more exact the truth is in my heart ( Read more... )