I have not written in this for the lognest time. At least I think I haven't. It seems that way. But time is a funny thing.

And just like that, my brilliance is back on livejournal with this pathetic post. I'm figuring no one noticed I hadn't written in this thing for so long anyway.

I spent the dya with Cristina. She's amazing and we're perfect for each other. I can't remember feeling btter than I do when I'm holding her in my arms. This is love. This is what life's about.

Today was a rough day. It's ok though cause they'll just get better. I got a big part in my school show. I hope I do good and portray the anger correctly. It should be fun. I hope they don't censor it to much.

I'll update more tomorrow. See yuh.

Fuckshitdamncuntbastardbitch.

I am so sick of being single it's amazing. So sick of it. I just want a relationship. I just want to like someone and have them like me. Is that to much? Is it really to much?

Second day off in a row. I did nothign today as of yet. And I have homework to do later, so I doubt I'll end up doing anything at all. It sort of makes me bummed, cause I'd rather be doing something. Oh well.

I'm sick of high school. Of popularity. Of parties. Of all of it. I want to graduate and go to college and start fresh. I'll keep in contact with the people that matter, but besides them, no one else will hear from me. I just want to get by this year, rock the sats, and get into ramapo. A new enviorment could do me much good. Maybe.

I am going to quit my job. Cause I don't like it and school and work are colliding and school is more important. It sucks cause money is nice. I'll try to apply to cold stone or barnes and nobel. But I bet the same thing will happen.

Oh well. I'll update when I get back.

Oh boy. I went to the carnival last night with Stephanie* and Rob*. I drove to her house with him and then we walked up. there were a bunch of people up there and no one I really wanted to see. But hey, whatever. We all got bored and walked over to Harding and sat in the playground and talked. Stephanie* said she would have murdered me if I was ont ( Read more... )

I did the show again. Btter then last night. Saw INto The Woods. My friend is so tlanted and it's my favorite show. Now I need sleep. Better update tomorrow I promise.

Long day. With play practice. Wasn't bad though.

Family problems weighing heavy on me now. I wish everything would just work out. I really do.

Laura* is coming home tomorrow. I hope I hang out with her. It would be nice.

And that's how an entry that could have been real long was made short.