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Though outwardly i am wasting away;
Its been a long time since ive stared at the livejournal screen. I think for a long time now i havent been able to properly visualise the stories in my head to tell and type it in a linear fashion, lots of things go through my head in camp. and oh, i'm already a 1 year soldier??? thats insane! how did time pass like it didn't ( Read more... ) -
Happy birthday
Happy birthday to you, special one.
I don't think you realize or understand how special and what a miracle you've been to me over the past year. I wonder if it was me who found you first, or the other way round, back when we were rushing projects together and drinking our lives away. In the name of fun yes. (At least for me)
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Remedial Training
Gosh i just read back at my last few entries sooo long ago and boy, i really, really couldn't cope with army ( Read more... ) -
phases
im in an entirely new phase of life now, so i will start typing from here, where i am now, rather than from where i was ( Read more... ) -
Otherworldliness
I'm on MC from my last week of confinement in tekong now, and all i can say about the last 2 weeks on that island is that it is absolutely mindblowing and the process of regimentation every single day has killed my mind, heart and soul 6-7 times over. (i've journalled after a few days of settling in and i recall each process ( Read more... ) -
Management
I am ambitious. I am greedy. I desire too much. I want too much. I hunger for more, of everything good ( Read more... ) -
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WONDERFULLL. BEAUTIFULLL. GLORIOUSSSS. MATCHLESS IN EVERY -
Chains
Unfortunately when you give something your best, it comes, tied with it, an expectation.
And we all know the greater the expectation, the harder the fall.
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"Its okay, if you're not strong now, army will make you strong." - One of the most comforting words from a brother who left me. -
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Come on, no one is going to credit you for managing to survive and walk TODAY despite all ________________ that happened in the PAST. No one is going to tell you how strong you are for managing to live through the hell of yesterday. No one is going to honour you and respect you for the experiences you share and the battles you've won last time ( Read more... )