I think that possibly I hate change.
You can't go back to the "old days"
People change.
Give it up & move on.

That's all you can do.

I graduate college tomorrow.
Strange feeling.

Why do I hang around people who bring me down?
God, I could beat myself up for this.

I keep shutting out those who matter most/care about me.

I want to stop this vicious cycle.
It's ridiculous.

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Why is it so hard to depend on people these days?
No one ever holds up to their word & I wonder why I have trust issues...

Jacob & I are going on a date tonight.
Basically, just going out for dinner at Chirco's..
but still..
We never just plan things which is nice sometimes.

Last night, We had Christmas at my house for my dad's side of the family.
It was nice because I got to see my little cousin Brae.
I cannot wait until someday when I can have kids of my own.
I love them so much.


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im so empty.

i just want to go to school...
have something to do

So, this weekend was so much fun ( Read more... )