lately things have been going better ( Read more... )

well its been a bit of time since i posted.
had a lot going on.

& still do. argh.

but for the most part things are going pretty well.
new start.
new apartment,
new routine.

i love it actually.

met a guy (sweet as can be)
he is great & makes me smile all the time.

a little confused, but it will work out.

Surprisingly enough I should I haven't been over my ex.

Not at all.

BUT its official.
I am done.
I am not going to let it bug me
or let him hurt me.

or talk to him unless he talks to me.
I'm done caring.

and it feels GREAT

730 days is...
17,520 hours, which is
25,228,800 minutes of our lives.

Seven hundred-thirty days ago I let my heart be taken over by
this so called ::amazing:: feeling people call love.

I don't have a clue as to why I am still utterly and hopelessly in
love with him. Every good thing can so easily be torn to shreds
and contradicted by some negative ( Read more... )

When life knocks you down to your knees,
Just remember you are in the perfect position to pray.


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I can't change who i am just cause you want me to.
It wouldn't be right; in fact its the next closes thing to a sin.t

Rant.
I know people probably get pissed off when all they read is rants on LJ but
ya know what? Thats what I use it for. It helps.

And right now. Things are the worst they have been in a long while.
A ticket in the mail for a hundred-ninety-five dollars for passing a bus when the STOP sign wasn't out.
AND the yellow lights were on so I could still go. ( Read more... )

Lately things haven't been too *sparkle* for me at all ( Read more... )

• work 40 hours at Wendy's
• get second job
• pay $100 car payment, insurance as well.
• $150 rent to sister
• gasoline and food

It's funny how either the holidays {Easter} or maybe it's the nice weather ?
make people nicer human beings.

This year feels like reuniting time for me or something...
its hard to completely explain.

Four older friends and I have started talking again...then off again...then on again.
It's like electric when there is a bad storm...you never know when ( Read more... )