Nothing makes sense to me right now. My heart feels so heavy, there is an undescribeable weight crushing down on it, making it hard to breath. I dont want to think about the future, even the simple question of what are you doing tomorrow pisses me off into a screaming fit. Everything and everyone makes me so mad and cant stand to be around anyone. ( Read more... )

I realized that I havent seen Kelly in over 2 months. that is incredibly depressing. and while germany was amazing and i love all the people there dearly, i think it will severely hinder my relationships back home because they just dont seem to be as complete and as fulfilling as i want. we shall see. i think that i am a stupid girl to fall for ( Read more... )

>First, happy birthdays to Peta and Mary Rose. and dave tomorrow. and i come home on saturday. end of happy news ( Read more... )

TOM PETTY IS TONIGHT!!!!! GET EXCITED!!! this will be an awesome night, Kelly is coming up, we're going to the Tom Petty concert (who happens to be the love of my life) and i'm done spending the night at the hotel so this is a night to celebrate, baby ( Read more... )

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I'm so freaking excited! The love of my life, Tom Petty, is coming to Cincinnati. I think June 14th will have to become a holiday. I can't wait....
if you would like to join Kelly, David and I let me know... tix go on sale saturday!

Tennis is the most amazing thing ever. I could play it forever. It should stop raining so MR and I can play. She needs therapy and hitting little balls as hard as you can is the perfect one.

Its finally feeling like spring. I'm absolutely excited, it was incredible outside yesterday. I dont feel lost anymore or even all that confused. For the first time in a long time I feel like I'm actually heading the direction that I want to be going. I no longer have to worry about graduating on time, in fact, because I busted my ass last year and ( Read more... )

I really hate the snow. it needs to stop, i want the spring. I hope with the change of seasons my mood will improve. im such a wreck these days and i just dont know how to get myself together. i cant focus on anything except the things that are wrong in my life, and i feel so bad about it because i know im spoiled and that there are so many people ( Read more... )

So I was sitting in my living room listening to my MP3 player when Yellowcard started to play and I heard the two or three perfect statements that sum up everything that I'm feeling/ going through my head ( Read more... )