tonight i'm tangled in my blanket of clouds
dreaming aloud
things just won't do without you,
as a matter of fact
i'm on your back

if you walk out on me
i'm walking after you
if you'd accept surrender
i'd give up some more

(slow jam.)

i feel tired and content. restful holidays.

merry christmas everyone. :]

(i like this maturity thing. i like how people i haven't even seen in forever can make me feel worthless. i am so fed up and it hasn't even started. i forget why i tried. this is the last time. see if i agree to this again ( Read more... )

can you say what you want?
can you say what you want to be?

i almost cried today at 1:30. we were talking about life and tomistic theory and existentialism and trying so hard to be deep. and i felt kind of crushed by these big big theories and little standardized testing me. and when kimball was talking about how no one will know us in 50 years, or ( Read more... )

i need you so much closer

on the back of a motorbike, with your arms outstretched,
trying to take flight.
but even at our swiftest speeds, we couldn't break from the concrete
and the city where we still reside.

i had a weird realization moment today. kind of a everything-falls-into-place tranquil moment.

i am enthused for break / i am apathetic for ( Read more... )

because i'm wiiiise enough to knowww when a gift needs giving.

i am so pumped for winter break.
i am working on details for hanging out in philz'delphia. ew, that's gross. please remind me to stick to proper nouns.

i have sneaky plans regarding other things.
i think i will be home for new years' though.
dubba dubbaaaaa.

i am surprisingly relaxed ( Read more... )

2007 spring training schedule is up ( Read more... )

i think maybe because it's 55 degrees out, but for whatever reason, i'm in a really unusually happy mood. (lack of angst ( Read more... )

it's been a good weekend.
unfortunately i woke up convinced it was saturday, and i was wrong.

i'm really looking forward to winter break. and new year's. which i hope is happening...! and then who knows.

i saw "stranger than fiction" and "the fountain" this weekend.
one had will ferrell being adorable with baked goods. the other had hugh jackman kung ( Read more... )

i feel kind of detached right now. i don't know. it's been a weird week ( Read more... )

i'm off to the ottobar tonight. see you there. i'll be the awkward brunette trying too hard and knowing all the lyrics to kd&gdb but no one else (sorry street to nowhere)! ohhh ( Read more... )