so while wish 1 and 2 were very personal, i'd have to say i think wish 3 is the complete other end of the spectrum. money. yesssss, here comes my materialism. but no, seriously, i think one of my biggest worries in life today is my financial situation. it would be nice to get lotssssss of money, but just enough to cover my debt (credit cards, ( Read more... )

hmmm so take a guess at what my second wish would be!!!! yup, be able to spend time with my brother again. i dont know why im so nostalgic lately. maybe im growing up. i feel like ive been robbed of so much. its my fault to, that i didnt make the most of my time with my mom and brother. i think something ive learned from all this is to let people ( Read more... )

i think if i had three wishes, i would devote the first 1 to bringing my mom back. as long as an amount of time as i could possibly have. for my mom first of all, i want to tell her that she is the most amazing, most selfless woman in the world. she started to write a journal for me, which she only write about 5 or so entries, but everytime i read ( Read more... )

i don't think 2008 was necessarily a bad year for me, just more blah than anything. i didn't really accomplish much, didn't really move forward in anything. but i don't feel like i moved back at all either. as cheesy as it sounds, i think i learned that i am stronger than i thought i was. i still wish i was a better person - nicer, prettier, ( Read more... )