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Love...
I don't know where to start. This last few years or so has brought people into my life and I am very grateful that they have come into my life. I have fallen in love with them. And I am not referring to romantic love. I am referring to primal love. I love them on a primal level. I have adopted them all as family now. So I now have two new sisters. ( Read more... ) -
Sleep Issues
Yet again I could not get up in time to go to work so I decided to go over to Carla's and spend the day at her place. What was to be a relaxing day full of "me" time got tossed out like the bath water. But in the end I am happy I got to spend time with my nyés and two of my best friends. Then I got to come home and relax. Had a hard question asked ( Read more... ) -
Darkness
The darkness always seems to creep up from behind when I am alone and defenseless. Tonight was a bad night. I kept pondering life and if there really is something else to look forward too after we pass away or if we just cease to exist and all we become is just memories left behind in the ones we loved. Then I realized that I have been leaving bad ( Read more... ) -
Ur so vein
My life is my own. It doesn't revolve around u and ur petty little issues. U think that something u do has enough pull on me to change my whole outlook on everything. Sorry to break it to you: the world does not revolve around u! I can barely even stand the sight of u cause I know how evil and black ur heart is. U are a blight upon humanity; who ( Read more... ) -
Want/Need
All I can seem to think about is u ( Read more... ) -
stupidity
What may be stupid to one person is not always to the person who has done the stupid act ( Read more... ) -
Karma
It is a widely known fact that I am by no means a religious person but I do feel that I am spiritual. I know there is something bigger and wiser than I am out there I don't know if it is "a man in the sky" but I know I am not alone. I don't believe that this life we have been given is just a test; it is a reward. I truly believe in the idea of ( Read more... ) -
Love?
Is it possible to love something without expectation of reciprocation?to truly give yourself to them; to let go of all of ur boundaries?
U love them not for thier perfections but for thier imperfections.
All u want is to be with this person. Not for the overt gestures but for the crinkle in thier nose when they laugh, the look when they know u are ( Read more... ) -
Midday poem
Walking through the forest
It is dark and I have lost my compass.
The day you left I was torn apart.
Its not that you completed me.
You were an essential part of my DNA.
You are/were the very essence of my existence.
When you come back and find me you will be my compass and my light.
Until you are returned to me I will pine away here lost in the -
poem of the heart
oh how I wish the jokes were true ( Read more... )