I'm listening to ponytail parades, and i have that sick feeling that i used to get years ago. i hate it.

sad, sad, sad, sad, sadddddddd. :(

Just yesterday morning they let me know you were gone ( Read more... )

..........wow.
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all i want to do is sleep.

im sad.

like, not just i miss my mom sad and oh feel bad for me sad,,, im just truly and extremely sad.

and this week is dragging on. and everyone is leaving. oh man oh man. Hopefully god has good things in store for me. im waiting!

School is going good. im having a great time. im meeting lots of new people...

i miss my mom, so so so so much.
so that is why im sort of sad.
boooo :(

i come home from school from being gone a week and a half and the first thing i hear is.. "We need to borrow some money."

what the fuck. I'm ready to go back to school, screw coming home.
bye.

ahhh i love school! It is soo much fun :)

Although i do miss my family a super lot, i am sooo unbelievably happy to be AWAY! all the girls who are back home are just full of drama and im glad that they are stuck their with the same shitty lives.

but i do miss my friends a lot too and cant wait to see them this weekend :) WOO HOO :)

mmm bye!

I'm 18 years old and i find myself having more bad days then good. Its probably mostly my fault. I just don't feel like i should have to give my money out all of the time. I don't think that i should have to pay the electric bills. I dont think i should have to give money for fines. im just so fucking sad ( Read more... )

:( :( :( :(

im an idiot.