The last week has been full of surprises. The man that I love has come back to me. We've had several days together that were just like old times, without the drama of Drunk Matt. He says we just need to take things slow. I'm so happy, but I can't help but feel like I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop. I really do trust him, it is myself ( Read more... )

Have you ever had something weigh so heavily on your mind and heart that it intrudes 90% of your daily thoughts? I can be sitting at a stop light and some random memory pops up and forces its way into the forefront of my mind. I wake up in the middle of the night and it's the first thing that I think of. I'm a woman on the verge of madness ( Read more... )

I worked last night. Now that it's getting cold outside,trauma season is coming to an end. The morons that get drunk and try to hop from 4 wheelers to horses and the idiots that run over their toes with their lawnmowers are staying indoors. It was a good night. Nothing too eventful happened and I even got to leave early because at 6 this ( Read more... )

After Danelle's birthday party the other night I was made aware of two new developments. Based on several text messages sent by my doctor friend, he has quite possibly misinterpreted my friendliness as hope for a potential relationship. I like him as a friend and, the fact that he's intelligent and can carry on an intellectual conversation is ( Read more... )

Have you ever had one of those days or even just a moment or two where you feel uncomfortable in your own skin? Ever feel like just being you is a struggle? I felt that way tonight. It's not the first time that I've felt this way, but it's the first time I think that I've really stopped to think about it. As I'm sitting there tonight in the ( Read more... )

Tonight was the Chicago concert. It was pretty fun even though there was no Peter Cetera and they didn't sing most of my favorite 80's songs. It was especially funny to see Steven's reaction considering when we bought the tickets he thought we were going to see Chicago the musical. Bless his little heart ( Read more... )

If you know me, you know that my parents have been divorced for almost a decade. You also know that they don't get along and to even have them in the same room, for any reason, for the last ten years has been difficult, to say the least. Having said that, you could imagine my surprise today when mom tells me that dad is coming up to help Drew put ( Read more... )

Tonight was supposed to be another night out with the group at Krazy Daves. Danelle, Amy and I had a wonderful day. We got D's hair fixed, had a nice lunch at the Whistle Stop and then had a fun shopping trip to the mall where we got our Blanche, Danelle, a silver initial necklace very similar to the ones that we have ( Read more... )

So I've been off for the last two days and I have to say, have been pretty much worthless. I've done absolutely nothing but sleep, eat, watch TV and play on the computer. I haven't even as much as stepped foot out of the house. I let the dog out a minute ago and realized how freakin' cold it is outside. It's like winter out there ( Read more... )

Ok so here's the deal. I was tired tonight when we all went out because I have been up since like 5 am. I was sitting at Krazy Dave's doing Karaoke with everyone when it hit me that I didn't want to be there for several reasons. One reason is that Danelle and Amy have paired off so much lately that both of them have really forgotten that I even ( Read more... )