yeah so here i am watching a movie with joe and resa... its SNOWING horray!!!! its michigan and the middle of january and we had no snow!!!! but now we do!!!! horray!!!

BOOO on waking up for an 8 am class when i didnt get to bed until 215ish... i hate late soccer games but it was a lot of fun becuase i almsot scored a few times...

but i realized as im sitting in my business class that i hadnt updated in kinda a long time... so i decided that hey maybe i should write something so i am....

SOMETHING.....

well here i am.. talking to a computer and writing on something that people probably only read when they are bored online ( Read more... )

so the other day, the lonelyness hit me right in the face, right between the eyes. i was liying in my bed and i burst into tears. i miss him a whole lot. its hard to listen to my music because it reminds me of him. I tried to call him and no one was home. i want to cry cause i miss him. its been 2 weeks since of seen him ( Read more... )

it was a great great great day ( Read more... )

this entire day has been spent on the edge... should i call... should i wait... ahhh i think im gonna pull my hair out... i want to call... i want him to call... i want him!!!!! i think im honestly losing my mind... should i stay at home or call someone and see if i can go out tonight... i miss my friends from school and my friends from home.... i ( Read more... )

so joe just left and i honestly want to cry. I hate that im acting like this already. i wont see him till january 8th. unless by the grace of god my dad lets me go up and visit him or his parents let him come down(which i doubt). so basicly im looking at 3 weeks that i honestly do not know what to do. I have his house number and he has my cell ( Read more... )

yeah so today was my first day of college finals and i think i nailed my math final... it was amazing i knew exactly what i was doing... thank god for under-the-bed-matt! he was my hero, he explain quadratics to me, well kinda guided me in the process and i nailed it! i got was amazing! and i did awesome on logs and e it was amazing!!!! im kinda ( Read more... )

i remember back when everything was simple and i didnt have to worry about anything. now that life has kinda jumped up and bit me in the ass, i dont think that i can handle it anymore...

i know that ive been whiney the past few entries and im sorry.

its been an interesting day... i have only been asleep for about 4/5 hours today and the only reason that i am writeing this is because i do not want to write my paper. so i am doing anything but write it...
T.O.

yeah i just got locked in my bathroom.... wow