Yes.... I am still alive. I'm currently taking a break from my job and staying at my dad's for awhile. It'll be soooo nice to sleep in a real bed and not wake up to an alarm clock. Oh the joys of the real world ( Read more... )

I'm on a downward spiral. I can see where I'm heading and it scares me. All I do is sit and think and sink deeper and deeper. I'm quiet because I'm afraid that if I open my mouth I'll breakdown. Everyday is the same mind numbing monotony. I feel like I've lost every sense of who I am and what I wanted from life. I don't know who I am anymore. I'm ( Read more... )

Aries ( Read more... )

I'm freakin stressed out... I'm tired but I can't sleep. I have a trial brief due on Friday but I can't seem to make myself focus on things. I'm uncomfortable in my own skin and I feel like screaming but I can't. I'm good at going through the motions and pretending things are ok... but inside I'm just so overwhelmed... I dont know what I'm going to ( Read more... )

I dont know what to think.... They say writing is good for the soul...but what happens when people don't wanna see who you are....or who you were. Everything that has happened in my life has made me the person I am...even if those things are still present in my life. I know that what I have now is what I want for the rest of my life. I don't ( Read more... )

To feel loved at Christmas time is one of the best feelings in the world.... but I'm sad knowing that the most important person in my life will be half a continent away. Don't get me wrong, I'm excited about Maryland and seeing my family and Christmas and all that it entails, but I'll feel like part of my soul is missing... I don't feel complete ( Read more... )

One day short of forever would not be long enough. CFR

Merry Christmas, CFR.

"Fate leads him who follows it, and drags him who resists." Plutarch ( Read more... )

I never thought my words would be quoted to me... kinda weird. But yeah, timing is everything... I just want it to work out in my favor... is there some reason it can't?