It really hurts to find out that someone you have given your whole life to and shared that life with doesn't love you anymore. Just like that. He said that I was his first love and that he will always love me. So why didn't he disagree when I said "you don't love me anymore then"? This pain needs to end and I wish that I didn't have to hear all the ( Read more... )

I'm so fucking bored in this town. I hate being home. It makes everything worse. I want to come back to Ellensburg and be with the people who want me with them. My parents don't fucking act like they even want me here and they get mad at me because I have a bad attitude towards them but that is because they push my fucking buttons. Forget this shit ( Read more... )

Just when you think everything is getting back on track people get a little tipsey and then become bitches for no reason. This has to be fixed or else I'm moving back to Bellingham where there is no pain and stress...

So it is my neighbor's birthday today and we went down the the palace (a restarunt/bar) to see him and his friend who is also a friend of mine asked me to drive his moped back to my house because he didn't have any other way to get it back there because he is drunk... that is the most fun I've had on a wednesday night, sober, by myself!!! lol I ( Read more... )

So I drove my neighbor's Jetta to Yakima today so I could get the last of my wisdom teeth fixed up. It was fun to drive a Jetta again!! lol I'm a loser ( Read more... )

So it's friday night and I'm at home. I have to work tomorrow at 9am so I'm not going to go out. I haven't been drinking in a long time either because I have been stressed out looking for a job and then I got one and now I'm on hella pain killers for my teeth from my surgery because I have a dry socket and it hurts. So I can't drink when I'm on ( Read more... )

So I got my wisdom teeth out yesterday and I'm already swelling up!! they said that any serious swelling won't happen until saturday so I can't imagine what I'm going to look like tomorrow then!! lol oh well it's okay. It's kinda my own fault because I didn't sleep with my head elevated because I can't sleep with two pillows under my head. It doesn ( Read more... )

So the cancer of our house has moved out and I couldn't be more excited!! There is going to be so much less DRAMA now that Kristen is gone and I'm really glad that she took all of her high school bull shit with her!! Just had to say that first off ( Read more... )

So I had an interview today at Fred Meyer and I GOT THE JOB!!!!!!!! I have orientation next tuesday and that is offically my first day. I will be working in the garden center and they are also going to train me as a cashier. I am going to make $8.00 an hour which is totally cool ( Read more... )

I'm drunk right now.... it's 2:38am.... I hate two of my roommates because they are dumb, shit talking, backstabbing bitches!! At least one of them is leaving in 2 and 1/2 weeks... which should settle the other one.....

It's really hard to type when you are drunk!!

It was a good night though!!!!!!!!!