Well, yesterday I woke up at 6am, packed a little lunch, picked out an outfit, and left for my last first day of school at Cortland. It was a crazy long day of ups and downs, and I seriously do not know how I will handle a whole semester of this. Let me explain my day ( Read more... )

so today is officially the last day of summer vacation for me. but it feels like more then just the last day of the summer, but the last day of my last summer ever. i mean, this is my last year of college. when school gets out next may there is no more "summer break." No more multiple months of sitting around relaxing, drinking, sleeping in, ( Read more... )

sooooo, its 3am. i cant sleep, and i have almost blown through the whole fourth season of full house. and even though, for some reason i cant settle down and close my eyes, i must be getting tired, because the last episode actually moved me to tears when uncle jesse moved out. ((no worries folks, if you remember correctly, he moved back in into ( Read more... )

tonight truly is a horrible night. i have felt fairly crummy quite a few times in the last week or two. there were some nights i cried harder then i think anyone should have to. but tonight, i cried even harder. a fight with jeremiah. nothing i want to elaborate on. its just hard...this is our first time having an arguement over the phone. ( Read more... )

So even though my spring break has been incredibly uneventful, theres still quite a bit that has gone on. Lets start with sunday night. jeremiah left around 9pm i guess. i took an incredibly long bath and just relaxed for a bit. when i got out i decided to look over what i had to do for my methods research paper so i was prepared to start the ( Read more... )

So it's finally thursday. I should be thrilled. almost the end of the week, and theres a secret reason that I can not publically post for the world to see that also makes me very happy. and scrubs is on tonight. butttttttttttttt i do not feel the sweet relief yet, i still have to make it through another day of very structured studying so i can ( Read more... )

Imagine that! Imagine that me, Kelli, who hates school and hard work more then anything in the world is slowly pulling through. I somehow managed to take a midterm last week and hand in a research paper. I got a B on the midterm and a perfect 10 outta 10 on the research paper! I have two midterms this week and im actually studying today! And ( Read more... )

wow i seriously havent wrote in here in forever! i actually kinda forgot i had this journal ( Read more... )

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so last night i wanted to go to bed super early, so i did. by 11 i had the lights off and i was cuddled up in bed. but i just had one of those antsy feelings, and i know better then to try to fight that. so i got up and suddenly decided it was time to rearrange my whole entire room. the only really hard parts were lifting the treadmill and ( Read more... )