alright, so seriously, everything with me and andy was going GREAT, until i got the smooth idea to snoop into his life a little bit and i found out way more than i wanted to know...seriously...he sent a myspace message to this chick telling her she's "so deviously dexy" <3, andy......and i just started crying when i saw that....because i have ( Read more... )

ok ok ok...so i've been getting messages saying i need to update, so here it is...im back at school...i hate school, if my parents wouldnt disown me, id drop out and work at mcdonalds...i miss the days where you didnt need a college degree to be successful...my dad didnt get his associates degree until he was like 40, and he makes over 100k a year ( Read more... )

i think i have gotten myself into a state of depression...when im not with him i can't eat, i can't sleep, and i cry all the time...every time im not with him i feel like im losing him...i feel like im losing him right now and there's nothing i can do about it...i don't understand why im acting or feeling this way...im never worried about my ( Read more... )

i think i have found peace with my problem...i found this article on the net and it pretty much answers all my questions and makes me feel a little better ( Read more... )

so i just checked my horoscope and this is what it said ( Read more... )

is it wrong of me to expect the cute little text messages and the phone calls every hour and the messages on myspace saying "i miss you" to last forever? is it wrong of me to think that these things should continue to happen in a relationship? and should i believe him when i ask him "what's wrong?" and he says "im just tired"? i've never really ( Read more... )

oh, and my insides hurt...im never having surgery ever again, that was the single worst experience of my entire life...the freakin IV they gave me made me throw up before surgery and then again afterwards...picture this...ok, you get cramps because your cervix freaks out and starts contracting and shit....well i had some of my cervix TAKEN OUT, so ( Read more... )

im really starting to get mad at this sudden interest everyone has in the postal service...a year and a half ago when i was playing the cd for all of my friends, none of them wanted anything to do with it...no one wanted anything to do with a band that wasn't on the radio. but now that they finally heard "such great heights" on the radio, which was ( Read more... )

Here are ten things I hate about most of my friends' relationships ( Read more... )

why am i so bored all the time?