wow it's been super long since i updated. i've just been so busy. i bet like everyone deleted me off their friends list and buddy lists. i feel like i fell off the face of the earth. but i didn't! i'm coming home to VA this weekend uh oh. so whoever wants to hang out i'm down. i already promised krystle and kirstin a sleepover and i have to chill ( Read more... )

so i now reside in currituck, north carolina. i miss virginia beach and all my friends and stuff. i was really upset at first, but i know this is the thing that will make me happiest ( Read more... )

i hate the end of things. all things end, and that sucks ( Read more... )

i feel like someone is doing jumping jacks on my heart ( Read more... )

There is so much going through my mind right now. Overwhelming. I'm so stressed, but I have a careless attitude.

I want to change that about me too. I want to stop doing all the normal things I do and try something new. But then again who am I? I've been trying to think.

I dont know.. Music is a big thing. I wish my life was like a movie, with ( Read more... )

i just want to get out of here so utterly bad, just to get away. there isn't any significant reason, but i just need to escape to somewhere. vacation is soon. praise for that ( Read more... )

my birthday last weekend was good. krys, mal, tiff, liz, jess, and i went out to guadalajara. and these weird drunk men sang me happy birthday. then we just went back to my house. becca and laura came over too. mm missed my girls. especially bec. and then jason and two of his friends came over. and we had a sleepover it was fun. and i got to make ( Read more... )

it's so rewarding to have those once in a while ( Read more... )

i've found that the longer i go without being online the better it is. i prevents a lot of stuf. but whatever ( Read more... )

after i left laura's yesterday i went home and then her and krystle picked me up two hours later and we went to britt's house. and they locked me out of the house twice and i fell for it both times cuz i'm dumb. chilled there and got ready and then went to the show. watched for a bit, but it was too cold so everyone huddled in roger's car. lindsey' ( Read more... )