So my stepfather passed away 2 weeks ago, and this week was finals. I had a hard time concentrating on them, but I managed to make it through. Got a 96 out of 110 on my history final, but managed to get an A in the class!!!! Now playing the waiting game on the final results on my other class. Officially done with the semester!!! Wish I could ( Read more... )

Got in an argument with my kid's dad about how long to stay in Truth or Consequences for Easter. At one point in the fight he tells me "You are pagan, why do you even care about Easter?" I almost died laughing! I wish more people paid attention to the origins of their holidays and traditions. So many blindly follow tradition with no idea of why ( Read more... )

Lately I have been feeling a bit lost. Its been progressing for a while now, and the most significant thing that I have felt is lack of connection to my faith. Between kids, and school, and job, and lack of job I have not had the time I would like to devote to reconnecting. Recently I have had a very very good friend get back in touch with me ( Read more... )

Dammit when it rains it pours! My Grandfather passed away last week, and this morning my Grandmother passed away as well. Thursday is going to be very hard as the funeral is on Friday.

I would like to share with you all a poem that my Grandfather wrote while fighting in Korea. I know its late for veteran's day but I think this is beautiful and I thought you all would enjoy it ( Read more... )

Well, took my mom to the hospital and they said she did take more pills than she should but not a dangerous amount. The problem is that she apparantly has congestive heart failure and is having brain trouble due to lowered oxygen levels in her body. She has been in the hospital now for two days and still doesn't know what day it is, doesn't ( Read more... )

Today is officially the worst day I have had in a few years. This morning my Grandfather passed away, then a few hours later I find out my mother has apparantly taken a whole shitload of oxycontin. Turns out we don't really know when she took them, might have been all in one day, might have been over a few weeks. Regardless, she is not coherent ( Read more... )

So, I am giving up the ghost and moving back home to El Paso. I will be with limited internet access for a while, so sorry if you don't hear from me often. Hopefully I will soon be filled with less stress and make a happier home life for my kids. Should I feel guilty that I am not really that sad about leaving? I will miss my stepdaughter ( Read more... )

Hehe, Here are my results

Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: Low
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Low
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Moderate
Histrionic: Moderate
Narcissistic: Low
Avoidant: High
Dependent: Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate

I found this website with old tv show theme songs, and I must have spent a good hour or two re-living my youth through tv. It was so cool that I wanted to share it with you guys. The website is www.televisiontunes.com My favorite is (for purple duck) THE TICK!!!