YAY! i just made Kari smile, by holding her down and forcing her to listen to the Academy is... ok i kinda went over board, but at least shes happy!

John you made me smile!
im glad i make you happy

You wouldnt believe how fucking dumb i am. It took me 4 years to get the nerve and now im so fucking sacred i cant even smile, i feel like such a bitch!

YOU AMAZE ME!
Everytime you smile i get weak
I shake when i talk to you
i love the feeling you give me
i know you will be there you always have, im just glad we can take it one step farther
this is going to be fun i promise
thanks for being there even when i wasnt
HOLY SHIT I CANT STOP SMILING!

if i ignore you
will you and your memory escape me?
i love you, and you mean the world
but my heart is being ripped apart, i dont want to care but secretly i do
and lying to myself isnt working

ughh!
i love you but im tired of you
what should i do i want you as a friend but you drive me CRAZY!!

WHAT THE FUCK!!!
IM SO FUCKING SICK AND TIRED OF YOU COMMENTING ON ME!!!
WHY WOULD YOU THINK I WOULD GIVE A FUCK WHAT YOU THINK!!
WHY DONT YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP AND WORRY ABOUT YOUR OWN FUGLY,POOR,NASTY,SLUTTY SELF AND STAY OUT OF MY FUCKING BUISNESS WHORE!

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YOUR SO FUCKING PERFECT!!
BUT ITS NOT THERE!

Your the bestest friends i could ever ask for
im sorry for the hurt
im trying to end the pain, i just need help
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