You know I try not to regret anything I do.
And I haven't, until now.
Thats right.
Sure everything isn't always how I want it,
but I haven't regreted anything.
Until now.
Until you.

You were pathetic and immature.
Hell, you still are.
I'm glad things didn't work out.
And I am SO happy that I didn't do what I was thinking of doing....
SO SO SO thankful//happy.

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ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh no.
I'm 18 in like 1 month.

Well anyways I am exteremly happy.
Isn't wierd how you think back and remember points in your life where you sat around and thought to yourself that you could never be happy agian. That the good days are over. That nothing will be as good as the people you WERE friends with or the boyfriends you ( Read more... )

Apparently me and Kyle are a hot couple.

Even Steve is jealous.

So theres this boy.
I want to go to prom with him.
Not as boyfriend/girlfriend date-y.
More just as friends.
But I know he won't ask me.
He already said hes not going.
But I told him I'm not going either.
And now I think I am.
Maybe I'll convince him to go?
I don't know how though?
I think he knows I like him (sorta).
So maybe it'll be easy?
Maybe not?
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Confused. That is my mood right now. Confused.

OK, first theres Chris. Pratically the perfect boyfriend. Best thing ever. I do like him. I do, alot. So why am I so attracted to Curtis?
Curtis who never talks to me at school. Who is basiclly just after ass. Why do I like him too?

I talked a lot about this to Garrett tonight. I think it helped, or made ( Read more... )

He is perfect in almost every way.

I think this time it might be real.
No games.
No lies.
No bullshit.

I don't know how to explain it. Its so wierd seeing as how when I first met Chris I didn't like him and I was scared of him pretty much. I didn't want to see him at work and I never answered his texts and avoided him at all costs. 
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So I havent written in this bitch in forever right? Right.  So its about time.
I don't even rember what my last post was about.
But this one is definatly HAPPY.
Cause I am HAPPY.
for the most part, I am theres always parts of your life that are going to suck. And that'll never change.
But you also can't ignore that parts of your life that are absolutly ( Read more... )

This weekend was tons and tons of so much fun. lol.

Friday:
Beer Bongs.
Shot.
Lots of shots.
Texting//Calling Chris..... ahhhh long story.
Talking to Jared.
Throwing up....ewwww.
Kellie falling on her ass.
Passing out.

Saturday:
Pulled over by border patrol. (I'm from Tucson, thats his excuse)
Watched some drinking.
Kellie's brother getting arrested.
Went to ( Read more... )

I am actually happy.
For once.
Yea, sure somethings bother//irratate me.
But over all I'm happy.
And that makes me happy.

I am totally the happiest I have been in along time, well like 2 months ( Read more... )