fake fake fake....oh shit its the new trend.
people i thought would stay the most true.
yeah fuck that.

back again, and i cant tell if im happy about it. i love being there more than anything in the world. it makes me forget about what i have here. not that here is bad at all, but it makes me feel like someone else. i love the relationships, and the simple things. like walking down to dinner in the rain, and sitting on the porch watching the boys. i ( Read more... )

i havent been on here in a while. how are you all doing? well i am going to camp, again, today, in an hour. i get to be a counsler, it should be fun.....
love u

its almost the end,
and we're all getting nervous,
im not sure whats going to become of us.
but im happy, and you're happy
we're all fucking happy,
and i can't say anything can bring me down tonight.
because we're standing on the edge,
getting ready to jump in,
and we're all shaky and sick,
but something feels right.

i know these fights. these are the ones where we all just plug our ears. and i know these nights, there the ones where we lock ourselves in our rooms and cry. and i know your voice, screaming down my neck because he hurt you again. and im waiting for something, and that something will soon be nothing, and im sitting here waiting for the phone to ( Read more... )

we've got a long way to go,
when snow hits the asfault,
cold looks and bad talk come.
we've got a long way to go.

she's singing in the background, and she's hitting every note. and we're all sitting here, wondering what will happen next. only you can take me here. only you can make me feel like for the first time, its all going to be okay. i really hope it will be, i really hope it'll all turn out. because right now, im scared. its all happening so fast, too ( Read more... )

its starting over again,
they're laughing again,
im missing you
and the world just wont stop spinning.

Can somebody tell me now, who is this terrorist ( Read more... )

close my eyes, and maybe i wont have to wake up. i'd do anything to be out of this house right now. i wish they'd just let me go, this wouldnt have to be a drama, and i wouldnt have to hear her cry, or here their voices ringing in my ears. i wish you weren't trapped inside your room, lying in bed while the rest of the world is out. i wish we were ( Read more... )