i saw you tonight, and it made me think how much im missing you. no one will get any of these things, but i really hope you will. you were the one who taught me how to ride a bike,without training wheels, of course. i remember those giant helments. hah. and i almost ran into that truck, then went straight up those rocks by your house and we laugh ( Read more... )

take me away tonight,
i'd do anything to be out of here,
im missing you,
and the things we'd do.
i'd do anything to be out of here.
so come get me, and we'll go,
i'll climb from my window,
runaway forever, maybe then this wont be like this,
maybe this wont hurt like this,
take me away tonight.

having you mad at me, is like have my life fall to peices. the way you talked and the way you said goodbye, all hurt so bad. why are you doing this? what did i do? this isn't you, i know its not. you're being something else, someone else, please come back, im missing you.

always get myself into these things, always seem to dissapoint someone. sorry i left, i needed to get out, but you didnt need to say those things. it makes you happy when i hurt. go on and take me away from the people i can't live without, see where that gets me. belive the doctors, they'll never know the real me. that test wont prove much, maybe ( Read more... )

they say its okay to cry, they say its okay to be alone. but really, i dont want to be alone. i cant be alone now. this time its real, i hate to say that outloud, im so fucking afraid, but i dont know of what. maybe i'll go to sleep, fuck the rest of the quarter. i dont care about the grade anyway. gone for 2 days, im no one today. i slept for 6 ( Read more... )

its all gone away,
and everyone's dissapeared.
im sitting in this world alone now.
its quiet,
but their laughing,
and this is all hurting so bad.

nothing can explain this,
please stop this,
right now.
this feeling is killing me,
its breaking me,
right down.
because nothing can explain this,
please stop this,
right now.

maybe the next time you look this way, i'll be gone. right out of sight. monday will come, and i'll have to do it. oh god i dont wanna run anymore. the shouts and the kisses. the glass and your hands. i miss you so bad. please be okay tonight.

sitting the the bath tub with no water, listening to you laugh about a word. are you in love with that boy? i was invisible as i sat there, or i like to think i was. i stared at the wall, then the ceiling. i laughed so hard, but i laughed alone. i dont even know why i was laughing, but i laughed until i cried, nothing about the situation was funny ( Read more... )

Ive crossed out so many lines for you. Wide open my hearts bleeding through. I owe you everything that you deserve. Tired of having you run through my head. My hearts diary not to be read. Now that your gone I might as well show the world