well not too much is new i guess. just got back to MP from a few more days at home, which were fun. kristine came home with me and now she realizes how in the middle of nowhere elkton is! so many funny stories- she is my favorite. aaron even took her for a ride in the tractor which she LOVED! so great. what a fast few days it was. now school is ( Read more... )

i was going to write something, but i guess i don't really feel like wasting my time writing about stuff that words cannot really explain. its all just not worth it. i told myself i'd never be treated like shit again, and now that its happened, i don't know what to do. i always knew what i should do, but when the time comes, it never seems fitting ( Read more... )

well, xmas break is FLYING BY! after exams were over (the night of the last update) my roomies and i ended up getting a little more drunk than we would have liked to. but ya know, thats ok. because we had tons of fun singing and taking shots. then the next night (the night before going home) i drank too much yet again and ended up spending part of ( Read more... )

yeah so i completely almost died today! a lady ran a red light and came inches from smashing into my side of the car. yeah, not a good thing. it made me think about all of the things i would have never told people and all of the things that i have yet to do in life. weird that it could have been the last time i saw my friends and said "i love you" ( Read more... )

I AM DONE WITH FINALS!! whoohooo!! SO excited. it couldn't come soon enough! all i have left is a few things to attend for classes, but no more studying, no more stressing out! its all in the hands of my profs now. i'm pretty sure i did good though. no worries for now. and if i didn't get the "A", oh well, life goes on ( Read more... )

so the "family" christmas party at the apartment tonight was lots of fun. the highlight for sure was baking cookies all day w/ kristine and attempting to cook the amazing dinner we had. yes, it turned out pretty good consdering who cooked it. honey glazed ham, mashed potatoes, green bean caserole, candied yams, salad, dinner rolls, plus cookies for ( Read more... )

and my guard is officially back up. i'm never letting it down again. it just leads to a broken heart. whether they mean to do it or not... i guess i should have known. i should have known.

FUCKING ASSHOLE is all i have to say. i should have known...

YAY my presentation is DONE and OVER WITH and my psychology major is all completed! what a freaking relief. unless i fail my paper and presentation, in which case i'll have to retake the god-awful class i just got done with. but i know i didn't fail, so its the biggest relief EVER! now time to study for a huge ass exam tommorrow. then i'm done with ( Read more... )

yup, sooooooo nervous! for my presentation, for finals, for all those few other things that i want to do and say SO bad but just dont' have enough guts. yup, i'm just nervous all the time now. HAPPY, but nervous. nervous, stressed, confused, scared, and extremely happy. weird combos ( Read more... )