well, i think i can honestly say that my guard has officially been let down. i'm still trying to determine if thats a good thing or not. hmmmm. i hoping its good! not good, great! i think this time around it could be good. good. thats all i have to say about that (which a huge ass grin on my face ( Read more... )

well, thanksgiving was good i guess. boring, but good to see family and friends again. i went to see rent w/ brenda and jenny and it was amazing!! so much fun and such a good movie! i was bummed kristen couldn't come to make it the foursome. we went to visit her before we went to bay city for the movie though, so it was all good. other than the ( Read more... )

A little venting first ( Read more... )

hey all! i know i'm a slacker when it comes to updating. i think my life just never stops going a thousand miles an hour! thats the way i kinda like it though. atleast i'm not sitting on my ass all day doing nothing w/ my life. good point ( Read more... )

hey all! just a quick update ( Read more... )

so yup. nothing too incredibly new. i guess i have news, but dont' really feel like talking about it. you know, that shitty stuff that happens that you just sit and ask yourself "what the hell just happened?". live's full of that right now. gotta love the drama and living life on the edge. if thats what you can call it ( Read more... )

haha i seriously don't even know where to begin with this journal entry. soooo much has happened. my life is great ( Read more... )

ok. i just wanted to say a few things ( Read more... )

yup, i was doing soooooo good until i had to see him. don't get me wrong, it was nice. but now it just sucks. i missed him before, but now its even worse. i just keep telling myself that it had to be done, and i need to work on myself for awhile. which is true, it definitally did have to be done and i for sure have to work on me. see? its all good ( Read more... )

yup, last night was for sure alot of fun. not quite as awesome as kalie's bday, but for sure up there. SURPRISE brad came from state! it was awesome seeing him. and i am pretty sure all of my friends that i ever really party with were at the same one i was at (plus a few new ones... yay) so it was for sure a great time. i missed the guys running ( Read more... )