Oh noose tied myself in, tied myself too tight
Looking kind of anxious in your cross armed stance
Like a bad tempered prom queen at a homecoming dance
And I claim I'm not excited with my life any more
So I blame this town, this job, these friends
The truth is it's myself
And I'm trying to understand myself
and pinpoint where i am
By the time I get things ( Read more... )

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                    .... ECSTASY....

I just had the longest conversation with an old
friend and it made me want to get some stuff off
my chest... this isnt to one direct person, just a
few in general... so here it goes...

PLEASE READ!

( To the people ive wronged, my friends, and elizabeth jenkins&anna brooks )

So me and jackson are doing great. Im
so happy were dating. Craig is out of
rehab and I cant wait to see him. Im
very proud of him. I get ungrounded
friday so I am also very excited about
that. Blah Blah Blah. There isnt much
to talk about. I feel like Im loosing
touch with my friends which hurts.
I'll make it a point to call now I
suppose. hm. <3

Im actually falling with a feeling of comfort.
                     Thank You.

Its weird how the people you thought would
take up for you, dont. And the people you
thought wouldn't pull through do. I have a
totally different outlook on people. I really
do love her and Im glad shes a friend, a real
friend.

I have never felt more alone and more in the
mood to go back to old habits. You don't know
me so don't judge me. I never put ( Read more... )

A night of ups & downs, glow sticks, smiles,
vicks vapor rub, friends, laughing, MIKE JONES,
dancing, drama, broken hearts, crying, reuniting,
progressing, cash, and lots of kissing at midnight.
                   Happy New Years

Oh yeah i DID kiss my babe at midnight. :o)
i hope 2005 is much better than '04.

Whoa. I was just lookin @ my friends pages on here and I realized
how much i miss some of my friends that I havent seen in forever.
Lately I've been hanging out with the same people every freaking day.
I mean I love them and all but I miss all my other friends, Im making a list
of all the people i really want to hang out with soon so you can call me
up ( Read more... )

I dont know why I always do this to myself. I always say Im not goin to
get too attached too soon. Is it my fault I loved the way I fit under your
arm, or the way you kissed my forehead and made everything feel so much
better? You  made it seem like this is going somewhere this time, and I just
pray this sinking feeling in my chest is a false alarm. I ( Read more... )

I'm so over it. STFU!

Merry Xmas, blah blah blah.

Someone buy me a new car!!