I am procrastinating, in case you're wondering. I have been given 900+ pages to read and I am snail slow at it. So I am going to check, my email, update my blogs, check in with my favorite newborn, view some pictures from my weekend get-a-way, buy tickets to the nearby water park, window shop on-line (cause I'm to broke to buy), leave encouraging ( Read more... )

Lately I have found it a better pass time to stick my head in my Maternal, Newborn textbooks than to enjoy a good TV show or movie. This is sooo not like me but, I am sooooo engrossed in this fascinating section of my Nursing Student studies. Me, the person who would usually rather spend hours cleaning than read a text book, can't seem to take my ( Read more... )

 Exhausted all of my resources.
You know when you have become the target of something you hadn't done when you feel like a ton of bricks just hit you! You're walking along on a perfectly beautiful sun-shiney day when all of the sudden the clouds turn grey and a horrible storm hits you! Or you're minding your own business when someone grabs your ( Read more... )

I sit here in my new office, waiting for my study group to get here to study for yet another test in the Nursing Program. I am surrounded by small tokens of memories in my life. A few things, like my gavel from Policy Council and the Coyote Ridge "Parents that make a Difference" pin I was awarded last year, that should help remind me that I once ( Read more... )

Have you ever boughten a puzzle and taken it home only to find that there are pieces missing? Then after this discovery you promptly return to the store and exchange the puzzle for a box with all of the pieces in the box ( Read more... )

Tonight Blue Sky Savior Opened and so did my heart for forgiveness. The program was running well and the main actress, Courtney was doing truly amazing. We had both been prayed for by Tammy and I felt so excited. I found myself lead to pray during the whole salvation scene instead of just pantomiming. Then, I stumbled a bit with my lines and ( Read more... )

So here I am sitting in my mom's house with a FREE MOMENT to myself!! Yesterday I was absolutely a mess! I hadn't showered for 9 days straight do to the fact that I have no apartment to go to, our new house needs a new furnace& hasn't truely become ours yet, and my mom's house is utterly over packed with kids and sisters, that there is a waiting ( Read more... )

I thought I had spent many, Quailty, hours preparing for clinical this morning and I just wasn't prepared enough. It's so hard to remember everything that needs to be completed. I need to cut myself alittle slack and remind myself, "This is only the second week of clinical and I am a beginner!" I sapose it just matters that I try my best so, I am ( Read more... )

I am just sitting here at my dining table studying and reading in my partially packed house. I can't help but be distracted by the noise of the consturction going on outside my window and the valentines for the kids' classes needing to be filled out, that lay on the floor. Kymberly just walked in and announced that her Mailbox project is due ( Read more... )

Tuesday I dropped to my knees in the sanctuary  and asked God for guidance, "Where do you want me God? I will go where you want me ( Read more... )