being a girl sucks.

[kellyroo]

today at work was better than yesterday. which is rather ironic considering i did a whole lot of nothing today. just the program inserts, t-shirt shoot, and then handed out surveys. the rest of the time i sat around, read, played catch with christina and leif, and watched baseball. i did go into the dugout with christina and it was fun today. not

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[_surrounded]

*hugs* You shouldn't feel bad for feeling insecure - we all have days when everything just gets a bit too hard to handle (and yes, it normally coincides with an overload of hormones!). I think it's a perfectly natural emotion to want to be the most special person in the world to someone, especially when you know that you're ready to feel like that about someone yourself. It will happen though, I have every confidence in that =)

[beefshake]

Yea, don't feel bad about being insecure. My job at UCp has fallen down the tubes because they decided they don't wanna hire a new room staff person but a personal care person, someone who takes people to the bathroom and feeds people. I was very disappointed yesterday to say the least. Wonderful Cody helped me to not take it personally and to show me that I have still have a shot at a job at UCP. Also I sometimes wanna be a man too...than I really could get to know Cody the way I want it. But because of being a girl...that's impossible

[kellyroo]

lyndsey, i'm sorry to hear about your job. hopefully there will be something else that opens up that you will be able to grap. if not, they are at a loss for not having you work for them.

as with cody, i kind of know what you feel although not. all last year i really wanted to be close to scott.. get to know him in a deep way but sometimes there are lines that needn't to be crossed, age differences, or whatnot. just cherish what you have and all will be fine. *hugs*

[kellyroo]

thanks Kat! it's just these last days of work that are really getting to me. but only 4 more days and then i'm done. and i think it is just me ready to feel that way about someone (well i have already before but i'm ready for someone new) but it just doesn't feel like that guy is coming anytime soon. but thanks for having confidence in it =)

[ml3602]

I agree with Kat. We all have days where we feel rather insecure, no matter how hard we try to deny it or hide it. This tends to happen because of hormones or when we feel overwhelmed by one situation or more. You've had a tough time lately and now you will be leaving your job soon. Topped on top of that is the time of month for you, so you are bound to be feeling a little out of sorts. It's hard to believe you will find someone who will make you feel special when you are feeling low, but it will happen, hun. A person like you is meant to find that one special person. *hugs*

[kellyroo]

thanks Leslie! =)