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I think it's time to start reading Carson McCullers again. I remember when I used to read her books and ride my bike around different places just to read in a new spot for each chapter. I remember in Memphis I was a lone ranger and I would ride around in my Honda and find big ole towers and just climb em' and sit up there looking. I would always go ( Read more... )

I'm really starting to feel like I'm not in control. That's the worst thing I could ever think to have happen. I want to go visit Dante and lay down on his grave and tell him how hard life is and how fun things were before I became an adult. I want to talk to Dante like he is God because it would be easier and he would listen. He saved me when I ( Read more... )

Life is good.

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I woke up at 7, then at 8. I went for a walk around my neighborhood and wondered if animals ever die of old age. I don't think I've ever seen a squirrel lying dead in the grass or below a tree. No, they are always velcro'd to the street with their guts and little eyes all over the place.

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I think I've done a lot today to keep myself busy even when I didn't need to be keeping busy but this song has made me comfortable and at peace for some reason throughout this day. Haha, it's so awesome. Because that's all I want to do right now...call Courtney and tell her I love her. For her to hear me say it and for me to hear her say it back to ( Read more... )

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Today I went running with my friend Daniel. It's always funny to hold conversation while you run. Your voice will rise up and down and squeak as you talk about each others issues. I never thought I'd have guy friends in my life that I can actually talk to. Not talking about sports or the weather or fucking sports or fighting or spitting or kicking ( Read more... )