i feel sick. my stomach is doing something odd i think it might me getting ready for explosion. both caly and steven wrote stupid stories on my computer niether make any sence or complitment me as a human being so i will deleate them both. i am about to go over to caries house where i will no doubtly be terribly uncomfortable and embaras myself ( Read more... )

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im sleepy. tonight i watched girl with the pearl earing. i liked it. i downloaded the camera obscura underachievers please try harder album. i like it. i don't ever have anything to say. i think i am happier today. and what i mean is i think i am getting happier about life lately. and i am happy about that. i am glad for the holidays. but sad for ( Read more... )

i love my life so much and i love school and i loved today and i love everyone in my life and everything is so great that i could just burst. oh my gosh i think i have. burst. because everything is just amazing couldn't be better fantastic. i mean gosh i even have a crush on everyone ever. and i love everything. and everything IS SO CUTE.

love,

im at lisa's house. and she is not here. and her kids are not here. it is just me and maxx and lindsey. i feel like goldie locks or some creepy creep. oh well though i love her house and she will be here sooon.. i love schoool so much. <3 that i had to leave, and eat some ice cream. and buy a suitcase.

( Men are From Mars, Kelsea is from the SUN )

I am eating ten pounds of ice cream left over from friday night. But I did not touch Lindsey's Ben and Jerry's yet. I am saving those dream boats for when I get depressed latter on this week. Now i am just eating because I am a happy girl. I bought new pants (now i have a whole THREE pairs of jeans) but I wont be fitting in them soon, seeing as I ( Read more... )

last night was a whirl of dissapoinments. i wish i wouldn't let things turn out that way. i actually had a very nice time inspite of everything. miraculuslly i have managed not to gain but loose two pounds over thanksgiving.. what on earth is wrong here?! i bought ice cream last night. i think it is because jake was with us and making him take me ( Read more... )

alright it is quite hard for me to convey my feelings through words but i will try my hardest. you know, most people have a seperate outlet for feelings and seem to portray themselves nicely. i really wish i had a sperate outlet because mine don't seem to be working. i feel a little sick to my stomach lately. i am hoping i will vomit and be done ( Read more... )

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