it's funny how things change so quickly, how people change so quickly. through everything this past year there is one thing i still don't understand... why is it that even after someone has left your life in one of the worst ways, why do you still miss them?

ai jai jai ... i have found myself watching old rugby matches on youtube all too often but i guess i don't mind it... and i don't think my man will mind it much either(mwa) and when im not doing that im working on this whole running 300 miles by may goal thing ive got going and im quite proud of myself i havent skipped the gym once yet I REFUSE TO ( Read more... )

the summer season is over, im a little sad and not looking forward to getting a normal job on the up side though i am so happy with everything right now besides the weather. my friends are great and my man is the best thing ever, i feel like one lucky lady ( Read more... )

blonde again, not sure if I like it .... lifes good for the most part even though I'm not sure what I want anymore. still in michigan for a little over a week then its off to indiana for a while. I can't decided if lifes passing me by or I'm pasing by life.... hmmm....

I can finally stop kidding myself, if my so called "friends" wanted to be there for me, they would be... im gonna go a little teenage here and say a big WHATEVER ;)

WORK HARD, PLAY HARDER
life on the road is as good as it gets...for now at least hehe

i wont always be here for you, because youre never there for me.

everything is really hitting me now, i finished college, after two long years i no longer work at cpp, and in three short days i am leaving michigan. although i feel like no one is really on my side i still feel like its the right thing to do, i want something new in my life. i want to prove to myself that i can do this and maybe find a part of me ( Read more... )

28 days, 10 days of work, 6 classes, 2 finals, and 2 clincals, 1 court date and i can't wait, soon enough i will be on my way to meet up with my partner in crime, just thinking about it im all smiles ( Read more... )

four days, sixty + hours of emergency medical service related things. two clinicals, two mid terms, but at least i had my first college snow day today... well spent if i do say so myself ( Read more... )

its only after youve lost everything that youre free to do anything

its hard to believe after everything, were right back where we started,
times are changing and im ready for spring :)