hello livejournal i visit you every sunday to read post secret but i never write in you so i will now. I just read some of my old posts and they made me really sad. But i still feel what i said in them but then again i feel completely different. I kinda like NC i kinda don't. I think what makes me not like it is the fact that i seriously have no ( Read more... )

lol sometimes i get embarassed for people but whatever. this was the best halloween ever and ididn't do anything. sucess. !!!!!!!! i decided i'm never doing anything with it again and when i have kids my husband can take them out i'll just make them look cute. and i'll hand out candy. man i'm smart. I get to visit home in like 23 days i'm so pumped ( Read more... )

I'm soo excited for the next 2 weekends :)

Being completly honest I feel like within time I'm going to be forgotten at home. Not where nobody rememberes me  but like I'm not around to have an effect on peoples lives at home anymore. Like with my family, I was never really one to be apart of everything we did. I didn't go to every hockey game or anything like that but now I can't. I don't ( Read more... )

i leave in ten days HOLY SHIT

I leave sept 11 idk if that should mean anything but it dosen't i picked that date lol. Moving is going to be a really big change for me well obliviously. but I"m literally not going to know anyone. people going to state or central will always have someone they know that they could call up, even their roomate if they aren't a creeper ,but I won't ( Read more... )

after staying home completly alone the other night I thought it'd make me see if i was ready to live on my own. In some ways I think i reallyreallyreally am but then again it's becoming a really scary thought.  I'll be gone in a month.

after visiting NC I'm pretty sure that I'm ready to move. We looked at apartments and everything, it's so weird to think I'll be on my own.

I'm soooo0 glad I'm done w/ senior trans and now I'm almost done with high school I just got a car :) and I got a new phone and prom is coming up and then my grad party. so much is happening right now but I'm lovingg it :) I love my friends and my family and I love chris he is soo wonderful and I'm just really happy right now besides the fact my ( Read more... )

my parents took me out to eat to discuss my "future" and the frist thing they brought up i'm still thinking about. It'd be such a awesome oppurtuity but I couldn't stop thinking of you.