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Things:
razors,
body scrub,
lotion,
self-tanner,
face mask,
nail polish,
hair dye,
lipstick,
mascara,
jewelry,
mousse,
chewing gum,
perfume.

I wish I could say I do it all for me. How much money could I save if I pretended I didn't care? In reality, I don't... but my actions are fueled by some ridiculously distant hope that maybe he willWe had a ( Read more... )

I was doing just fine until today, when we ended up spending the entire afternoon and evening together. He showed me something that means a lot to him... something very personal he's never shared with another girl. I gave him an hour-long neck and back massage that finally brought back his range of motion. He wants to get a frame for our picture ( Read more... )

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One hundred and three degrees: perhaps the temperature of Phoenix in early summer. Yesterday, it was the degree of his fever. He collapsed into a heap on my couch and proceeded to stay there all day. I forced him to drink grape juice and to have a little soup. I put a bag of frozen strawberries on his forehead and gave him some medicine and ( Read more... )

"I was lying here on my bed and I realized something. If we had gone another hour without talking, then we would have not spoken for 24 hours. I couldn't think of the last time that's happened... where we haven't seen each other or talked to each other in a day. I didn't get to see you yesterday, but we talked on the phone at about midnight. So ( Read more... )

Today I received a neck massage. Or maybe I won the lottery.

This morning I exited my apartment building from the back door so I could empty my trash. I noticed the car that had been parked in the alley yesterday was still there, and now there was a citation under the windshield wiper. As I began the short walk to Ryan's house, I conjured up a wild story about the car's owner ( Read more... )

"You've got to be f***ing kidding me, right ( Read more... )

"You're parents have a lot of land ( Read more... )