For as long as I have been chasing you, you have been running from me.

I can't seem to get through to you. I want to be with you, and I thought it could work. But you push me away and tell me you're not ready. And even though you can be the sweetest person on the face of the planet some days, I've never met a boy that could tear me down and kill my ( Read more... )

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so. i am the happiest girl in the world at this moment in my life.

about a month ago i started dating the most amazing boy ever: John Wilson.
i love that boy.

the end.

i like him
and he likes me

and i am smitten

i suck at life

im not completely undesirable and lame.
why dont boys like me?

I mean, I'm a fun girl. I'm goal oriented, and focused. I can hang out with boys and have fun. I dont have very high expectations, i just want a boy that i can hang out with and have fun and who cares about me.

i dont get it.

help me understand.

so, i think im getting sick.
my throat feels all funny. and this is not fun.

faggotfaggotfaggotfaggot.

no game.

going to see jackass 2.

love always,
Kels.

NEWSFLASH:

due to the fact that i am undesirable and lame,
all the boys i like dont like me;
and the boys that i dont like and are creepy, do.

In other news

The Results to tonights activities are in:

Katies birthday party = fun
Monopoly Night = lame
Hanging out with Alec and Brent = way fun

This Just In:

Terry comes home tomorrow.

Dear Shandelle Hyde,

you have no right to be mad at me.
i have every right to be mad at you, however.
you should also let your stupid boyfriend talk to whomever he wants.
you are so disrespectful, rude and just plain immature.
i dont care if we ever go back to "best friends".

how do you live with yourself being so twofaced?

http://agelessartstattoo.com/thumbnails/alexupdatethumbs/updatepictures/o1.jpg

tattoo i want.

I AM LAME.