wow haven't writen in this for a long tyme! just wanna hope everyone's having a good senior year......well betta than i am. i just wanan forget about everything and try and have a fun year. i mean it's hard enough rite now w/ my bf so dont wanna make it even harder w/ friends.............

woke up to my cat barfing on my pillow...aint that nice. watching the made marathon made me think...itd be cool to run for h/cing queen...what do ya'll think? what if i ran for prom queen would anyone vote for me??

its been six months since he asked me...happy days :0 everything is all better! too bad your leaving...

i hate not knowing what is going on! im so confused and it makes me mad... i still feel like throwing up! why cant i know what is going on...im mad at him for not talking to me and telling me everything but then again there was no time to do that...if you read this PLEASE talk to me!? its necessary

im no more better than i was yesterday...i miss him...it feels like we have broken up...whyd i have to be so stupid...and right before our 6 months...i feel like throwing up...my heart hurts

im so fucked...god why did i have to be stupid? this couldnt be any more worse!why did it have to be his mom? why did i have to go? why didnt i stop and think! was i really out of it THAT much?! why couldnt it have been MY MOM...the one person who i didnt want to see the most had to drive up. and now i just have to sit here and wait. we fucked up ( Read more... )

senior pic today...very scary stuff...im too old now! very very stressful times right now!!! im so tired too...i feel like i havent slept in days...im lazy! sorry i didnt call you kenya...does anyone know where my license is..i lost it :(

las vegas was fun...i felt like part of the team again...i still dont know what to do about it though...im not much for commitment and i dont want to let the team and coach down. went to the beach...swam with dolphins very fun...i have senior pix tomorrow and i have nothing to wear...HELP?! btw answer the questions: whose hotter Kelsey or Matthew?