why do i have to always mess things up for the people i care about? i try to be loving and help out, but i end up screwing things over even more. i wanna be there for him, but i get him in more trouble. i make life harder for him. i just add more stress to his life. i hate caring so much sometimes...

is it selfish to want him to go to a college closer so i can see him more often.......or shud i just sey go to san fransico and have fun in college??mixed feelings will happen and lots of pain will occur i duno wat to tell him........if u have ne advice plz plz plz help me if u can thank u.......i just want sum advice not sum1 telling me to not ( Read more... )

"She shines in a a world full of ugliness.
She matters when everything is meaningless.
Fragile, she doesn't see her beauty.
She tries to get away.
Sometimes it's just that nothing seems worth saving
I can't watch her slip away.

I won't let you fall apart."

well long time no talk. and BOY is there a lot to say. but i dont really want to talk about it. another one of those keep inside of me things. everything is going pretty smoothly except school and girl scouts, which is were i have TONS of work. kinda mad at some people right now but they dont know so i dont want to make a big deal. tomorrow i get ( Read more... )

today was sooooooooo GREAT!!!!!!uh.....left school at 1 then went to get food well i had jamba juice that i barely got to drink cuz of greg and everyone else who drank it........then went back to my house and *WILL* came and kelsey and will and i wen tot venice beach walked around it was fun......then went to da marina docks w/ will and we had our ( Read more... )

nothing can ruin my moment right now. i went to school, it was pretty good, got to be with my fav people... you know who you are. got to leave at one. damn mika we were gunna get arrested, lol. then came back with food for the boo. greg ate all of it tho! then went to venice beach and chilled with meeks, damn i really really miss you girl. picked ( Read more... )

okay third one today but, OMG...a plane just crashed about a block away from my house. i was on the news too! channel 11! omg omg pretty freaky! like woah...this is SO close to my house. the guy died in the plane, but the people in the house were in the front but the plane hit in the back. this guy kevin, from venice, his friend was so close to it ( Read more... )

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i take it all back...

DOES ANYONE KNO HOW TO POST A PICTURE ON UR LIVE JOURNAL!?!??!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!IF SO THEN CAN U RESPOND TO US AND TELL US HOW TO TNX BUBYE