Life has its ups and downs y'know? I just dont know where to turn anymore...or who to turn to. I'm lost I believe...

I got a new job!! YaaY for me!! Getting a new car...and a house. Life is just great! And I got it all by having a positive outlook on life. Living it like it's my last day. Not sweating the little or big stuff, just getting through it day by day. Smile more...and always laugh, even if you are alone in your room. Laugh lines are always great!!

I'm getting my own house! YES!! Just thought I would let somebody know!

It really hurts when no one remembers your birthday. All your friends forget that you exist I guess. I'm officially 19...and birthday's shouldn't matter I suppose, but to me they do.... I'm leaving now...not much more to say!

When the sun rises do we rise with it? Is there some internal time clock that tells us when the sun is coming up? Or if we are sleeping so deeply, and suddenly we just wake up, only to go back to sleep, because a new day has started...is that normal? (Ok, yeah...useless rambling going on here)