To Every Woman: From Oprah ( Read more... )

I had a VERY interesting weekend. It all began Sunday morning when I woke upto find my heart racing out of control. i waited around hoping it would calm down on its own but finally after roughly 6 hours Jason and I decided that I should go to the ER. Upon arrival I was hooked up to a heart moniter in admit where the lady flipped out when eshe saw ( Read more... )

As the job hunt goes... I filled out 8 applications for places on Alpine and went on 2 interviews. I'm still waiting to hear back from them. I have 6 other apps. to call on tomorrow, hopefully with good results. I just got off the phone with chelsea, she has a job tellemarketing to sell gym promotions. She said that she will take me tomorrow to ( Read more... )

I'm quitting smoking.... its been 6 hours and i want a fucking cigerette. i was smoking too much and now it is all the harder to quit, i have a smoker's cough though. that is really freaking sad. i need a job, i'm going to look for one tomorrow. it order to impress prospective employers i must be a a good mood and for that i will need cigerettes. ( Read more... )

At this moment I am so incredibly moved by james blunt's song "your beautiful", i am truly in awe. it reminds me of something an old friend of mine would write. it is beautiful, i am tingly, that is all.

Things are more messed up now than ever... thanks to all who called to wish me a happy birthday... the only way this could get worse is if my house burned down, my family was killed and i was hit by a drunk driver. lets hope no one lights any candles in the house tonight and that on one in coldwater will be drinking and driving. otherwise... i'm ( Read more... )

I've quit christmas. presents are bought and wrapped. and i quit. my birthday is saturday and i am planning on going to dinner this friday to celebrate. that should be fun, i guess, my parents are going and they tend to makes things like that not fun for me. oh well. i have no idea where my life is going, my goal is to get 2 jobs when i get back to ( Read more... )

Its been a while... things are messed up but i'm dealing with life as it comes. i'm getting my wisdom teeth out on friday so that is going to suck. i have no clue what is going on with schol at this point... I'm goin with the flow of things and just taking them as they fall into my lap. jason and i are complicated, as always. i have no idea where ( Read more... )

ah yes those cycle things i live in. i get sick from all this spinning around. adult swim time. that is all for now.

One of my neighbors was just super rude to me, and his roommate was rude to me earlier today......I don't appriciate it one bit.