So things are going well for me, Jason finally decided that it was time to get more serious and gave me a promise ring last sunday! I love it so much!!! It is the most gorgeous thing i think i have ever owned and i am so proud to show it off. oh yes and jason and i will be home this weekend because he is getting his wisdom teeth yanked. I get to ( Read more... )

drunk again having troble postingthis drunk very drunk

the box of fruit snacks i just opened has 8 packs in it instead of the usuale 6. someone messed up at the company.... and i'm reaping the benefits! oh yeah! I'm up to like a box a day now.... this is sad. but with only 80 calories a pack, i don't feel that bad about it. Oh yeah and i need a root canal. i'm scheduled for it on Nov. 4th, that is ( Read more... )

Life is ok, almost to the point of good. i still have bills but things are looking up, i have love in my life again!

Life sucks. I have $40 in my checking account and at least $350 due in bills in the next 2 weeks. I have a tooth ache, so I went to the dentist to get it looked at only to find out that I need a root canal. seriously who gets those? I've been told that they hurt like hell. The guy also gave me some pain pills that are as strong as the ones you can ( Read more... )

nothing to update really the party saturday was awesome and i will be at home to work this weekend. jason is a jerk, i gave him half a chance only to find out that he has very late night study sessions with a girl that i know is crazy about him. he says he told her no way but he is spending a couple of nights a week with her. the next time he calls ( Read more... )

Ah yes the new Harry Potter movie comes out November 18th I'm sooooooo excited!!!

on another note, i've taken up smoking. it makes my throat hurt but it makes you feel nice and kinda sleepy when your done. i'm so lost right now, in love i've always come out badly and now i've finally had enough. i give up.

i'm very sad right now. i broke up with jason yesterday. and for once i just don't think i can forgive him for what he did. he has always been such a good person, until 2 nights ago. i'm torn into pieces.

what if i flunked out of college? what if suddenly it occured to me what i was supposed to be doing with my life? what if i won the lottery? what if i sat down and made myself do my gosh damned homework? i might mot flunk out that way. mmmmmmmmmmmm....