I'm still in a mood over nationals. Actually, it's not all national but they are a part of my mucho gloomy mood. And I've got "another suitcase in another hall" stuck in my head. Kind of ironic, because the lyrics work.

Never fool myself that my dreams will come true
Being used to trouble I anticipate it
But all the same I hate it, wouldn't you? ( Read more... )

I'm so glad this week is over. It was like the week from voldemort or something, I don't know. It was just really bad what with the placements and everything ( Read more... )

Yeah so I was disappointed about the placement, but I figured it was coming. Better luck next year, that's what they always say. ( So I've just gotta know one thing... )

I don't usually swear but the hell with it. I don't care how far the judges heads are up their bottoms. I don't care what they do anymore. I'm going to go out there and skate my ass off and show them.
Kisses,
Kendra

Death puts a lot of things into perspective. A couple of hours ago, I was in tears in the locker room, throwing my skates into my skate bag. I was being overly dramatic - a placement is just a placement after all, no matter how discouraging. And I was fairly enjoying my nice little crying fest, intending to continue it once I was back at the ( Read more... )

I hate compulsories.
They make me cry.
I'm going to hide in my hotel closet and never come out.
Ever.
Until tomorrow for the OD.
Sigh.
Kisses,
Kendra

Compulsories at noon...ugh ugh ugh. I didn't sleep at all last night, I really need to get a handle on my nerves.

We got a bad draw too...we're the second team out there to skate. Can we just withdraw now?
Kisses,
Kendra

Edit: ( Killing time by posting pictures... )

So last night was new years. I went over to alex's. He's home from college obviously cause of winter break. His parents were out at a party so we were by ourselves. We spent most of the night sitting in the hot tub lol. And we kept daring each other to jump in the pool. For a while, neither of us did but then we started getting drunk and so ( Read more... )

I'm so sore that I don't even walk. I kind of waddle. I never want to do another twizzle again as long as I live ( Read more... )

But for now I'm just updating to show off my new icon. It's really hot. Really really hot.
Kisses,
Kendra