Not much has been going on. Working at boulder's
Two months clean on The 14th.
Feels good.

"Just give me a scene where the music is free and the beer is not the life of the party"

goodbye Kaber. I love you.
Going to Kabers house tonight to just chill with his parents and talk to his little brother. Not enough time at the funeral. It was hard to walk up to the casket at first but i didnt want to leave after i made it right next to him. I hate to think ill never see you again. Miss you allready. words dont give it justice.

Why? WHY WHY WHY WHY
i told you just dont do it and we can chill today but you had to go and fuck up one more time one more last time. I love you. R.I.P Alex Kaber.

Anyone that knew him let me know if you want information on the funeral.

trials of this meaning of what has consumed my mind since january.
I knew it was something of great a different/euphoric feeling
It brings me balance
second concious
second un-dying love
My other Half
Finally whole

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when i was a young boy
growing up in the ghetto
hangin out on corners
singing with the fellas
= rick james bitch

Happy Bunny Bringing Jesus resurrecting Day! for all of you that observe this "holiday"

just went and took a drug test for work. Nice to know that im most likely totally clean unless weed stays in forever. hah. Not sure whats going on today. Get at me if you want to chill. hah my mom said "hit me uP" to my day today on the phone i thought it was funny. G-Thug

the casualties were sold out. shitty but who cares? i dont, i'm just as content with playing W.O.W and being with sara (damn im a nerd). JoEthe 21st remember. we are going for sure.

20 days clean.
April 3rd 2006